How I’d love to lay my head on your lap and look straight into your eyes with a slight grin, while your hands steer me into the next direction. No begging.

About me

What is it that you want?

Receiving this question gave me a window of opportunity to really  express what I want, what I need: I want to start school again. I want to walk Park Ave again, which I miss dearly. I want to walk it wearing a trench coat around 6 o’clock with Falls’ winds. I want New York. New York’s snow. I want to be alone in beautiful bookshops while getting stares. Yet I want California. I want men with tattoos and motorcycles. I want to wear my pin curls more. I want black. I want to reread Bonjour Tristesse, which is another thing I miss. I also want to feel as if I’m in Hemingway’s Garden of Eden at those beautiful locations wearing espadrilles. I want beautiful lighting. I want to watch "Midnight in Paris" again. I want private adventures with genuinely good hearted people (for once in my life). I want to delete this blog and actually start living what I reblog and write about. I want to live a happy, passionate, luxurious, successful, and artistic life.

Thank you.

My personality profiles

http://www.millon.net/taxonomy/schizoid.htm
http://www.millon.net/taxonomy/avoidant.htm
http://www.millon.net/taxonomy/paranoid.htm
http://www.millon.net/taxonomy/negativistic.htm
http://www.millon.net/taxonomy/summary.htm

Text adventures #1

I asked him...

Me: "Why are you afraid of me?"
Him: "You're beautiful, classic, sexy, nasty, naughty, fly, smart, you have great taste, you're talented, you can cook, your pussy is so fucking good. The way you fuck is an art. I mean you garden, for God's sake. Women like you are dangerous. They make lesser men lose their minds. They bring great men & kingdoms to ruin....but, they can also make lesser men great & inspire already great men to be immortal."
Me: "That shit made my day."
Him: "You asked, I told you."

I abuse my power as a woman and I have no intention of stopping. I eat men for protein.

The older bookstore man

For some reason I can’t stop thinking about the older man at the book store. I liked his confidence. I liked that he asked me questions. He asked as if he was interested. I was nervous. He probably detected it...but he was charming. I liked the feel of his presence. I liked the smile he gave me as I left.

BDSM test results

== Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ ==
83% Girl/Boy
70% Primal (Prey)
66% Non-monogamist
63% Vanilla
58% Submissive
54% Exhibitionist
53% Primal (Predator)
52% Brat
41% Switch
41% Voyeur
38% Experimentalist
38% Slave
34% Degradation Receiver
25% Masochist
20% Bondage Receiver
17% All-Rounder
15% Brat Tamer
11% Degradation Giver
9% Dominant
8% Sadist
4% Bondage Giver
4% Daddy/Mommy
0% Master/Mistress
0% Pervert
See my results online at http://bdsmtest.org/result.php?id=162993